“You won the Lottery?”
“Nope.”
“You discovered the wreck of Jason’s ship Argos?”
“Uh, uh…”
“Then I give up”
“I didn’t, and I won.”
With all the shit I have been through over the past few years, I have not simply survived it, I have overcome it. Sure, a couple of issues have yet to settle out, but I am intact Soul-wise. Spirit-wise. I have been through, quite literally Fire and Ice and am now tempered as though my Soul and Spirit are now Damascus Steel.
Unlike those undeserving sluggards, the abraham men and mad maudlins, who, with assistance, have learend to game the system, to take from those who truly need it… Those whose problems are petty when placed in the context of “Need”.
Back in 1983, I believe, I took part in a Ritual overseen by the Late HymenÆus Alpha. I was initiated in aThree Person Order. Three of us became Knight Companions to the Holy Graal. When it came my turn to state the Nature of My Quest, I replied
“To Replace Faith with Knowlege.”
I have made much progress since then. I think Niall Bon Couer and Louis would be proud of my progress. Niall is with me, in my heart. and recently appeared to me in Dream.
My ethics are intact. Despite being advised to abandon them in oh, so subtle ways. I have achieved success. It’s true what they say about making it in NYC:
“If you can make it there…” and it’s not just about making it in business. The phrase is more about Life. This place is CRUSHING. Perhaps, it is because the first thing I ever tasted was blood. quite literally, blood - the doctors nearly killed both my mother and me. or, because I came into the World wanting to show everyone my ass.
This place is CRUSHING. Life can be CRUSHING
IF YOU PERMIT IT TO.
